In life, you will meet a lot of people. Among those people, you will bond with some of them and call this connection as friendship.
However, there's one phenomena, whether you like it or not, there are some people whom you cannot befriend with, no matter how much you tried. You and that "fellow" cannot connect, it is not because of first impression, awkward incidents, complicated relationships, etc... But fate will be in the way and eventually you gave up on trying anymore.
It is not because that "fellow" doesn't want you as his or her friend, the matter in fact, that "fellow" want to be your friend as much as you do.
For my case, I have such a "fellow" who we meet almost every week, we worked on the same projects, organize camps, and we look up each other, but we are no friend.
Still, we are not involved in each other's life, we do not care about each other's personal business, we do not spent unnecessary time with each unless it is work. We, have no bond.
In a few previous camps that we organized, we tried to create such bond, but somehow it doesn't work. It feels like, his world has a barrier that stopped us from creating a bond, a barrier only accept chosen friends, and that barrier decided that I am just a "follow" so I'm forbidden to enter his world.
I know its not just me, because, I have such a world in me.
"I am... my mana world." He said
I am a Mana Maker, since then, I realized that I am not alone.